adhd

[thenoxwitch]

It's hard to manage my adhd, I have been struggling lately and sometimes it is very hard for me to express what exactly I am feeling, specially to my husband and people around me. I have been feeling pretty low lately and I realised that one of the biggest problems I always deal with my self is the struggle of thinking that others are better than me in everything. Like the constant emotional comparison to others. Like I feel that other people cope easier with things and I just don't understand how they do to manage. That makes me feel like a lonely idiot sometimes and very annoyed with myself. I wish that my husband for example, could feel at least for one day the way I do and understand me. I guess that after that everything would be much easier for both of us, but obvusly I have to swallow the idea that won't happen. Not me venting on my first dreamwidth blog post lol.